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[attr="class","cianmain"]it is not guilt that hangs over his head—there has been a clear absence of it which is concerning though he paid it no mind—but an odd sense of responsibility that ties him to his brother.

it is what brings him all the way to caden's apartment. there, in his twin's space he had snuck into—how funny that it had been team rocket that taught him such a skill—, he waits for them to return.

when the door eventually opens, cian stands.

"caden."

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somehow, he had been able to pry himself from the claws of rocket, just a little more than before. this was a far cry from his apartment in lilycove, but it was still a modicum better than the confines of an underwater submarine.

[break][break] he had a roommate too, who luckily wasn't home. caden never knew what DAMIEN RUSSO got up to when he wasn't home. his face broke into a grimace as he slipped into the apartment's interior, carrying nothing more than a bag of takeout. it was the only thing he could afford, since marcus kotov paid him in pennies.

[break][break] "caden."

[break][break] his eyes widen at the sight of his brother, his twin. the bag drops to the floor.

[break][break] "cian?"

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[attr="class","cianmain"]shock is a little uncalled for as it hasn't been that long since they've last seen each other. or is it shock from the betrayal? either way, he is quick to dismiss the notion, waving it away with a chuckle.

"don't worry, i won't be long. i just wanted to see how you were doing."

he gestures at the bag on the floor.

"is that your dinner?"

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how he was doing?

[break][break] how he was doing?!

[break][break] it would've been a good time to see how he was doing when he defected, when he blasted their whole family on tv without any regard for how it might effect him. it would've been a good time to check in when he lost his job. when he had his face smashed in. when —

[break][break] "give me a fucking break."

[break][break] he steps forward, picking the dropped takeout bag off the floor and then walks to the kitchen. without regard for his brother, he begins taking out the containers and inspecting them, to make sure they were still in one piece. then, he glanced up.

[break][break] his expression was scathing.

[break][break] "tell me why you're really here, cian."

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[attr="class","cianmain"]caden's scathing expression triggers his fight or flight, and so he stands his ground, frustration rising almost too easily.

"were you not listening?"

he bites his tongue.

"i told you why i'm here. i wanted to check in on you, you know, after everything."

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"you can't be fucking serious."

[break][break] for all that he was, caden was not the kind of person that often let his emotions got the better of him. he often felt that things such as that - emotions - were beneath him.

[break][break] cian was the sun, boruta maher was the shadow.

[break][break] and what was he?

[break][break] the stars?

[break][break] not any longer.

[break][break] the plate that he had been holding clatters against the linoleum counter, rice spilling messily over.

[break][break] "you choose fucking now to come and check on me?"

[break][break] "now - after everything?"

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"gods, caden, fucking calm down."[break][break]

again, he bites his tongue, knowing that nothing he could say now would be enough to placate the anger his twin must be feeling. he thinks he understands what it's like to be left behind but in truth he doesn't.[break][break]

cian has always been the one leading. he has always been the selfish one.[break][break]

"look, i'm sorry, okay? i'm sorry. but you know i had to leave, caden."

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"calm down? fucking calm down?!"

[break][break] his fingers reached for the closest thing that was nearby, a glass cup that he promptly chucks at his brother's head.

[break][break] (caden had never been the violent one. he had never been the emotional one. and yet — )

[break][break] it shatters as it hits the wall behind CIAN MAHER upon impact. his eyes are bright silver discs, shimmering with uncontained rage.

[break][break] "i don't fucking care that you had to leave! do you know what it did to me, cian? did you ever think - for a moment - what they could do to me when you exposed us like that?!"

[break][break] he heaves a breath, hand splayed against the messy remnants of the counter.

[break][break] "they asked me to kill him."

[break][break] "i killed him, cian."

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as the glass shatters behind him, so does his patience. he points an accusatory finger but doesn't take a step closer, perhaps wary of coming too close.[break][break]

"i told you to leave with me! i fucking begged you to leave but what did you do? you stayed, you fucking stayed so you don't get to blame me for anything."[break][break]

his heart sinks because he knows who his brother is referring to, he can see the anger and guilt behind his eyes, but he still has to ask to be sure.[break][break]

"kill who?"

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cian had asked. had begged. had confronted him in the middle of his fucking job and expected him... to what? drop everything, to forget everything he'd worked so hard for, just based on a fucking whim?

[break][break] just because his brother's next fling was a hot redhead in a dress and apparently hoenn's next fucking savior?

[break][break] "when you left, i didn't think you were fucking going to broadcast our lives to the whole damn world, cian!"

[break][break] but it didn't matter how much they argued. didn't matter if things were different, whether caden or not would have gotten his affairs in order and done the thing that his brother asked of him.

[break][break] because cian had left, and without any disregard for him. and who had to pay the price for his misdeeds?

[break][break] he had.

[break][break] great fucking surprise.

[break][break] "dad," caden said, throat closing with pain. he shut his eyes, trying to wash away the memory. "they made me kill fucking dad."

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he blinks.[break][break]

"you killed dad?"[break][break]

a part of him had always known their father would be the first to pay but he never thought the cost would be that high. perhaps he had been in denial as a way to come to terms with what he had done, to absolve himself of the guilt of leaving his family behind.[break][break]

but boruta maher had done the same and they were fine. so why had it been any different when he had left?[break][break]

his gaze hardens.[break][break]

"...why? why did you kill him, caden?"

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'you killed dad?'

[break][break] "yes i fucking killed dad! they were going to kill me, cian. what did you want me to do?!"

[break][break] it ran in his mind on replay for days, weeks, months. caden knew that he and cian had always had a pact — they'd never been ruthless, not like the other members of rocket. they'd been able to lay low. their life was good, perfect, fine, golden.

[break][break] and then cian had to be fucking selfish and ruin everything.

[break][break] just like always.

[break][break] a laugh, broken, sounds like shattered glass.

[break][break] "did you want me to die instead?"

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"i don't know—fucking anything else?"[break][break]

denial is the easiest phase to stay in. here, he can prolong the inevitable feelings of grief. here, he can deny the existence of grief entirely.[break][break]

his brother makes it difficult to.[break][break]

"what—no! of course not, why would you think—"[break][break]

he clicks his tongue.[break][break]

"i didn't want anyone to die!"

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"well, too fucking bad!"

[break][break] caden is screaming at his brother now, all walls down.

[break][break] it had been years since he'd acted like this, years since his accident, years that he'd spent burrowing away pretending things were fine, that things were dandy. but they weren't -- and maybe, if you asked some people, they had never been.

[break][break] "they beat me up within an inch of my life. they were going to kill me too. it was either me or him. and then dad - he - " he sucked in a breath, knife-sharp. "he told me to do it. to kill him."

[break][break] "what did you fucking want me to do, cian?"

[break][break] "you left us."

[break][break] "and then you fucking exposed us on national tv."

[break][break] "what the hell did you expect?"

[break][break] another broken laugh, daggers that stabbed his throat.

[break][break] "that they would just leave us alone? leave me alone?"

[break][break] his lips turned into a sneer, his tone sharp and condescending.

[break][break] "then you're stupider than i thought."

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